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مینویسم واسه دلم تا که آروم شه

بارها و بارها دليلهايى براش آوردم كه نميتونم بات باشم.

عمومو لعنت ميكنم كه چرا اونروز بم گفت خواسته خودشو بكشه كاشكى اين كارو ميكرد و منم الان اين اراجيف و نمينوشتم.

اون شب اون مهمونيه لعنتى تو خونه اى كه لجن ازش ميباريد جايى بودم كه هيچى واسشون مهم نبود من اونجا چه غلتى ميكردم.همه شاد بودن و ميرقصيدن بعضى ها تو جاهايه خلوت با طرفشون لاوو ميزدن سرمو بلند ميكنم تو چشماش نگاه ميكنم كه شبيه يه فرشته دست نيافتنى بود چقدر دلم ميخواست باش باشم .

مهمونى با رفتن دوستاش رنگى تازه ميگره از بس خورده بوديم حالمون بهم ميخورد دستمو گرفت و كشون كشون منو با خودش برد تو اتاقش.

تنها كسايى كه اينو ميدونستن خطيب و فائزه بودن ولى حالا...

نميدونستم چيكار ميكردم تنها چيزى يادمه اينهكه بم گفت اونجا نه...

درسته كه حالم خوب نبود اما اونقدرى شعور داشتم كه معنيه حرفشو بفهمم سريع زدم بيرون اونشب تا صبح تو جاده خوابيدم وقتى بيدار شدم يادم اومد باز چيكار كرده و منو تا الان فريب داده از اونروز به بعد ديگه نديدمش اگرم پيداش ميكردم يا خودمو ميكشتم يا اونو.

تنها دليله نوشتنه اينا فقط اينه كه بعضيها تو كامنت نوشته بودن كه چرا شيما رو فدايه فائزه كردى يا گذاشتى شيما عكس هايه فائزه رو تيكه تيكه كنه اينارو هم شيما هم فائزه و خيليايه ديگه ميخوننش اما اينو به همم گفتم يه تاره مويه فائزه رو به 100تايه شيما نميدم درست كه بم خيانت كرد و بعد 1سال گفت قرار بوده كمكم كنى گذشتمو از ياد ببرم نه اينكه عاشقه هم بشيم ،الان از هر دوشون بيزارم اونام همينطور.بزار حاليتكنم من تا وقتى بام بودى با كسى ديگه اى نبودم فقط 1روز تل باش حرفيدم كه خودت از حرفام با خبر بودى.من نگفتم واسه كسى مهمه اينا فقط واسه خودم مينويسم همين.اينجا جايه شعار دادن نيست مفهوم؟وقتى رفتى همه چيمو باختم الانم كه ميبينى مينويسم فقط ميخوام خودمو تخليه كنم.گفتين كه چرا گذاشتم شيما عكسهايه فائزه رو پاره كنه؟به خاطر اينكه شيما فك نكنه من هنوز منتظرم تا بياد و منو بازى بده گذاشتم چون خودمم از اينكه هر روز و هر شب اونارو ميديدم و ياده گذشته مي افتادم خسته شده بودم عكسايى كه فقط عكس بودن نه قديسه نه عشق نه احساس نه دروغ نه خيانت نه نفرت نه فراموشى نه نه نه ه ه.عكسشو دارم واسه هميشه.

2هفته اى ميشه از شيما بيخبرم و نميخوام هيچوقت ببينمش فقط نگرانشم كه بلايى سرشنياد .ببخشيد كه از سرتون دود بلند شده

+ نوشته شده در  جمعه بیست و هشتم خرداد 1389ساعت 3:18  توسط سجی  | 

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Sajad maman bat kar daran.

Az panjere birun negah kardam.

shalam to inja chikar mikuni.

Sh:salam asali khubi?

meci.bala ke nemeyai.?

Sh:na beya berim.

Bad az nahar to rah hi pahlosho mimalid.

chete gogoli?

Sh:fek kunam sardim shude.

e khanum 2uktor dige chi.

Sh:malos meyai beri hamedan ?

ki ?

Sh:farda!

nuch.

Sh:vase chi.faghat manu to.

goftam nuch az invar boro berim aurjhans.

Sh:chizi mikhai?

na kar daram.

Aun ruz 2uktore goft kolye samte rastesh sarma khurde o ina ye azmayesham nevesh barash.

Kheli tarside budam foran burdamesh 2uktoro javabe azmayeshesham gereftim khodaru shuker chizish nabud vali man tarsund.

Sh:Saji mishe.

dige nemigi saji a.

Sh:ok.sajad mishe vasam in jaryaneteto tarif kuni.

shayad 1ruz vasat goftam.

Dastamu gereft o goft.berim pishe amir ali.

Be abji khabar dadamu raftim khunashun.

1sati aunja budimu aumadim khuneye shima ina.

Bah bah shokoh jun khubi.

Shokoh:salam sajad khan khubi azizam.

Raftam julo o pishinimu busid.

 

masha ala tekun nakhurdi shukoh jun .

Shu:ai zabun baz.

man tanha kari o ke yad nadaram ine.

Bezanam be takhte roz be ruz javontar mishi.

Sh:maman nemizari beshinim.

Shu:eva khak to saram.

Sajad jun beya inja beshin ta ali o seda bezanam.

shukoh jun bishtar muvazebe alin jan bash.

Shu:marde gonde muvazebat mikhad chikar pesaram.

az aun lahaz goftam.

Migam nakune shirine bish az hade shuma delesho bezane.

Shima o madaresh bi seda negahi be ham andakhtamu 2ta ishun manu negah kardan manam bi kheyal chaimu mikhurdam ba arameshe kamel.

ai dasteton dard nakune galum khushk shude bud.

Shu:man beram mizu bechinam.

shima boro babato seda kun beyad inja karesh daram.

5 min bad aumadand .

Salam arez shud ali khan.

A:salam hoqe baz az invara.baba o maman chera tashrif nayordan.

har ja ke bashim zire sayeyeh shomaim.

Baba ke tebqe maemul sare kare mamanam khunast.

A:khub chera nayumadan inja.tanhai ke nemishe.

mamish aunja bud akhe!

A:khandid.ru be shima guft.

A:mamanet ko.?

Sh:raft ashpazkhune.

migam shuma chera befekre khudeton nistid.

A:ye ah keshdar keshdio saket shud.

in shukoh jun ke aslan khune nist ya age hast paye telefono ba dostash tabadole nazar mikune.

A:piram kard sajad jun.

To ke gharibe nisti subeh miram shab meyam shabam ke meyam 1ki nist khaste nabashiy chizi bem bege.

Khastam harf bezanam ke shima o mamanesh aumadan.

Khaste nabashid hesabi zahmat dadima.

Shukoh khanum o agha ali ta vaqti man pisheshun budam neq nazadan.

......

Daro baz kard o aumad kenar ke man beram to.

Ye nafase amiq keshidam tamume riham pur shud az boye aram bakhshe autaqesh.

Autaq? Bego khune.

Ye chizai toshe ke man esmesham nemi2nam. boro Ye chaiy beyar ke saram dare mitereke.

Zang zadam be khatib goftam 15 min dige bem bezang bego karet daram.

Nemikhastam aunja bemunam.

Albate age mamanam tanha nabudo mizasht mimundam vali nemitonestam.

Chaimu khurdamo aumad kenaram neshaset .

Sh:khabam meyad ...!

bekhab manam negat mikunam.

Sh:mage u nemikhai bekhabi.

chera vali hanuz na.

Sareshu gozasht ru shunam manam dastamu andakhtam dore kamaresh ta sareshu bezare ru sinam.

Manam ba muhash bazi mikardam.

Soratesho naz mikardam ke didam angoshtam khisan.

Saresho gereftam bala ke ba 2dast manu hol dad o khudeshu andakht ru takht.

Pashuodam mikhastam beram birun ke ba gerye goft kuja?

mibini ke daram miram.

Sh:kur nistam goftam kuja.

baqale babat.khune dige mamanam tanhast bache sosol.

Sh:age beri dige 2nbalet nemeyam.

man muntazeret nabudam o nistam.

Sh:budi o hasti age aun karu ...

age aun jaryanam nabud man o to male ham nistim golo jan.

To inja to in damu dastgah beya to aun kolbeye bi daro pikar na shima to alan kife puleto negah kun kame kamesh 100t toshe ama kife man to aumresh enqad polo to khudesh ja nadade yani qabele hazem nist barash.

Ba aun mashinet.ma kulan ye 206 darim ke aunam 4 nafar azash estefae mikunan.

Bazam begam ya mikhai beshnavi.

Sh:babam goft age sajad bekhad.

Baqyasho mi2nam babatam shekar mil mikunan hamchin pishu bem mide man ahle sadaqe nistam.

Sh:sadaqe chie kumakemun mikune sajad befahem.

gerye nakun shima mage mamanet murde ke injuri gerye mikuoni.

Raftam o baqalesh kardam muhashu naz kardam kuli ba ham harfidim ta belakhare khatib aumad.

Sh:ru harfam fek kunam asalam.

Soratesho bosidamu goftam.

Mifekram vali na shima.

Sh:faqat fek kun .janbe haye musbatesham dar nazar begir.

bash malos bash.

.......

Kh:gofti behesh.

na june khatib ta meyam besh begam mizane zire gerye.

Kh:akharesh chi?

nemi2nam .gushimu zadam ru dashburdo guftam.

tof bet beyad behruz hai. age giresh beyaram mikushamesh .kari besh mikunam aftabe bendazan gardaneshu to kheyabunu kuche bash rah bere ashqale avazi.

Kh:muzakhrafo nagofti.

velam kun khatib toham to in vasat yade che chiza ai miaufti.

Kh:nazar dadam kari nakardam ke.

in lake bayad faramush she ya pak she.

Kh:pak nemishe sajad faramushesh kun.

nemitonam chera hale mano nemifahmi akhe dai laenati.

Saket shud.

age begam vasam muhem nist ke ba ghiratam jur dar nemeyad khatib man farang rafte nistamu aqayede aunaru nadaram man iraniam man tasub saram mishe man inja buzurg shudam ma kurdim to ke inaro mi2ni pas esme pak o nayar .esmesho nayar.

Kh:pas faramushesh kun.

inkaru mikunam yani bayad inkaru bekunam rahe digeai nadaram.

Kh:dari khudet nemikhai?

Khastam harf bezanam ke nazasht.

Kh:sajad age mikhast azat penhun kune aslan to nemifahmidi ba 2sa dorust mishe vali inkaru nakard aumado be to goft inu yadet nare.

Ma aunshab to hale adi nabudim ke bekhad inu azam penhun kone .

Kh:dostet dare .be khater to...

Na dige in az aun to bemireya ni june dadash.

Emshabam besh guftam ke az che lahazi nemitonim ba ham bashim.

rasti az aun teli ke bet dadam chekhabar.

Kh:karit nabashe 3 sut kharesh kardam tahtoshu dar avordam.

faqat befahm ki besh tele manu dade hamin.

Be shima s dadam ke bade kelasesh beyad donbalam karesh daram.

........

Farda aser aumad .

Sh:berim khoneye ma ka30 nist.

che behtar berim.

Sh:khub bego kareto.

mizari beshinam.

Sh:khahesh mikunam befarmaid.

auh aoh ba adab shudi.

Sh:budam cheshme bina o goshe shenava nabud bebineau o beshnave.

ama man ye chize digaro didam ke vaseye to bi arzeshe.

Sh:bi arzesh nist sajad.fek nakun alan aine kheyalam nist daram divone misham enqad az aun amal zarbe khurdam bishtaresho to alan dari bem varedesh mikuni.man dostet daram az ruzi ke aumadi to kela3.

Yadete hata javabe salamam nemidadi.

In qoreto bezar kenar vaqti asheqi bayad qidesho bezani nemigam khurdesh kun na bezaresh kenar.

Man mitonestam beram hamedan be khater to naraftam ba ye kare kuchik dorustesh kunam mi2nam agaram 1ruz to male man shi in mitone be zararam tamum she vali man khastam inu be2ni.

Man bi taqsir budam sajad har ruz har sanie nefrinesh mikunam miram hamum tamume badanamu chang mizanam .man aun shab toru mikhastam ba tamame vejudam vali to chikar kardi to aun khoneye vahshatnak manu tanha guzashti alanam khudam aumadam donbalet man auon mehmuniu tartib dadam.

Faqat be khatere to.

Vaqti rafti aun muqe nafahmidam chera rafti ama subhesh vaqti halam ja aumad fahmidam.

Yadete zang zadi chi bem gufti.

Mi2ni vaseye ye 2ukhtar aun harf cheqader mitone nabud kunande bashe.

Man ba ina zendegi kardam beya.

Albume axasho dad dastam.

Negahesh kardam ya man budam ya manu shima paine har axi ham ye khatereai ru neveshte bud.

ino chera Zadi zeshte.

Eshare be axe bachegim kardam zamani ke 2salam bude.

Sh:har shab muqeaeye khab busesh mikunam.aun muqeha kheli maesum budi negah kun.

dastet dard nakune yani alan kheli adame khatarnaki hastam.

Sh:che mi2nam .

kashki man aun vaqti ke tasadof kardi o aumadi juleye daremun zar zar mesle ye 2ukhtar bache malus ke vaseye qaqalikish gerye mikardi azat ax mindakhtam o mizadam ru divare khushbakhtiham.ta manam mesle to azash lezat bebaram.

Boland shodam raftam kenaresh saramu guzashtam ru pahash o khudamu khabundam ru takht.

pashu ye ahang bezar o beya ke khastam hade aqal arumam kune.

Sh:sorosh bezaram.

na hesesh ni pap bezar.

Ahange cheqader sakhte oro az reza sadeghi guzasht.

Ahang haye behnamam bezar bade in.

Sh:sareto boland kun.

Saramu boland kardam muntazere garmaye pash budam ke didam mutaka guzashte o mikhad bere.

in chie koja miri?

Sh:mage nagufti khasteai?

chera guftam vali nagoftam manu tanha bezar.

Sh:yani mitonam bemunam.

are beya inja inam bardar.

Age khaste mishi haminu bezaram zire saram.

Sh:na na to karit nabashe.

dastesho deraz kardo beram tarafesh .dasteshu busidamu saramu guzashtam ru pash.

Muhamu navazesh mikard az in varam behnam tamannar ru mikhund.

Hala chi shude ke mikhai juda shi chi shude to bego man che kardam.

inu yadete .

Sh:are to jadeye pave bud.

are yadesh bekhir aun muqe man azat badam miaumad hamash puz midadio khudeto adam hesab mikardi aunam ba aun vaze lebasat ke dige nago.age maman mizasht mikushtamet.aunvaqtam manu dost dashti?

Sh:mikhastam bem tavajo kuni ama to ...

Sh:na vali har vaqet shuma miaumadid khunamum kuli zuq mikardam.

pas ki be qule khudet asheqam shudi.

Sh:to kelase tarahi madar yadete cheqader negat kardam toham topidi bem halamu gerefti aun muqe.

Shayadam kheli vaqt pish vali ba Harfaye mahsa o sepide asabani shudamu hasudim shud aun vaq fahmidam nesbat bet ehsase malikiyat mikunam.

khub shud ke toru bad aun jaryanat nandakhtan birun.

Sh:toham mitonesti ba ye maezerat khahi bargardi vali az bas maqrur budi in karu nakardi.

ki man beram az aun pa parantezi maezerat khahi kunam vali delam be halesh sukht binish shekast na.

Zad zire khande.

shima gushname.

Sh:zang bezanam .

man ashqal khur nistam.pasho ta ki mikhai az ashpazi farar kuni.

Ye gaz az dastam gereft.

akh hoi i bashe bashe gushnam ni .

Sh:pasho 2tai ye chizi mikhurim dige.

Bad inke qazamu khurdam raftam kumakesh zarfaru beshurim.

Ba kuli badbakhti 2ta zarfo shostim o raftim bala baz.

Begir bekhab alanast mamanat ina beyan.

Sh:beya inja ta khabam mibare.

bekhab dige man nesbat be aun takht alerjhi daram.

Roshu bar gardond o be halate ghaher ba musht mizad ru mutaka.

Raftam kenaresh baqalesh kardam.

Khudeshu andakht rum.

Negam kard o labamu busid.

Khastam judash kunam ke vel kun nabud pahasho qufl kard to paham.

Dastashu halqe kard to dastam.

Saramu be invaru aunvar charkhundam ke saresho boland kard.

Bazam bem muhlat nadad kare khudesho kard.

Bad 1sat ejaze dad ta nafas bekesham.

Sedaye dar aumad.

Bede man aunu .

Pirahanamu pushidamu boland shudam beram.

Kham shudam binishu busidam.

Bem khandid ashk aumad to cheshmam.

Sa ati ru ke taze vasam kharide budo guzashtam ru mizesh o aumadam birun.

......

Fardash bem zangid ba dad o faryad guft kujai guftam khune.

Aumad o sa ato bem Khastam beharfam ke raft.

Besh s zadam man nemitonam faramushesh kunam guft.muntazeream mimune ta tarikhe tavalodesh ke 2mahe digast.

Goftam muntazeram nabash. Goft age nayai khudam meyam aunja.

Ba khudam goftam dige chi mikhai bade 1salo 3 mah hanuz faramushet nakarde balke asheghtaram shude.

s dadam besh ke dostam bedar ke muhtaje nim negahe asheqeat m.

Goft.hamishe dostet khaham dasht asalam.muntazeram.

.......

Alan 2mah guzashte va man hanuz tasmime nahiimu nagereftam.age tarkesh kunam ham aun zarbe mikhure ham man dige taqate shekaste digaru nadaram.

Vali ekhtelafe ma ba khunevadeye shima ina zamin ta asemun mifarqe.

Akhe shima ke nemitone ta 5 6 sale dige muntazeram bemune.

Badesham agaram bemune malom nist man aun karesho faramush kunam.alanam bezur daram qeste bank o pardakht mikunam.

Babamam enqadi nadare ke betonam azash begiram hoqoqe khudesh kefafe kharje khunaru nadare ta berese be inke be man qarz bede alanam bayad mamnunesh basham ke maqazashu bem dade.maqaze ai ke mahi 400 t mibaranesh dade be man ke masalan khire saram 1gheran daramad dashte basham ke inam sa 4 baz mikunam 8 ham mibandamesh .shima ke inaru nemifahme faqat az ruye ehsasesh tasmim migire hai mige man bet midam to kar kun bad pulo pas bede nemi2ne man az inkarudad guft.bare akharet bashe inu az Khudet juda mikuni. mutenaferam.nemi2ne ke ye javone 21sale ah nadare ba nale soda kune chetor mitone aunu khushbakht kune in auje bad bakhtie.

Sajad maman hazeri?

are vali kar daram shuma berid man muntazere khatibam.

M:akhe zeshte pesaram be khatib zang bezan bego beyad aunja.

na maman shuma berid man bash kar daram.

M:az man guftan bud.

be sadegh zang zadam alan meyad donbaleton.

M:bashe dastet dard nakune.

Maman raft manam be khatib zang zadam ke beyad inja.

Zang dar o zadan.

Khatib e vali sedaye ye 2ukhtaram hast.

Khatib ke ...?

daru baz kardam shima bud.

Khatib:salam hazeri ye cheshmak bem zad ke yani auza najore.

Sh:salam o be2ne taruf aumad to.

salam khubid.

Khatib:man teshname ba ejaze sab khune.

Ye cheshm ghure besh raftam ke nare ama bi tavajo be hale man raft.

Sh:man azash khastam tanhamun bezare beya bala inu baz kun.

Eshare be dare autaqam kard.

baz nemishe toham behtare beri be mehmunat beresi.

Sh:gure pedareshun man faqat to vasam muhemi aunaru mikham chikar inu baz kun guftam sajad.

Ba kafe zad ru dar.

baze har kari dashti sedam kun.

Sh:boru to.dige nemizaram farar kuni.

Raftam befarma chi dare inja ke inqad mushtaqe didaneshi.

Sh:ine?

are. Khub.

Sh:yani inu be man...

na shima in faqat axe na elaheai ke man aunu beparastam faqat axe hamin.

Sh:baresh dar age rast migi.

khudet har kari dust dari bash anjam bede.

To 1 sadome sanie axo tike tike kard.eshare be pushte dar kardam inam hast.

Axaye mahgardemun bud.

aunaram negah kard o parashun kard.

Nafas nafas mizad mesle ka30ke midoae.

Sh:ba dad guft.dige e e.

salamati e to.

Sh:alanam mesle adam meyai aunja tavalode man mafhome.

na nist.

Ba khashem negam kard.

Sh:nashnidam dobare bego.

guftam mafhum nist .

Sh:kujash mafhum nabud ta halit kunam.

aval ta akharesh.badesham khudeto hali kun ke dari chikar mikuni.

Inam Baraye toae.

Ka2oae tavalodesh ke aid vasash kharide budam.

Gereftesho partesh kard zad be qabe axe amum.

Vaqti khurd zamin juloye pamamun shishash tike tike shud .axo be arumi az laye tikie haye shishe juda kardam.boland shudam raftam ruberush rukh to rukh axe dadam dastesh.to 2 ehsas ghara gereftam.daste rastamu avordam bala ye sili zadam to suratesh.to.ye negah be axe faeze andakhtamu besh khandidam. Chenan muhkam zadam ke khurd be sandali o aftad ru axa.

Negahesh kardam dasht negam mikard be2ne inke gerye kune juye bariki az khun az kenare labesh be pain sarazir shude bud chike kunan ru lebasesh michekid.

Raftam julo sedash kardam.javab nadad faqat pelk mizad.mesle sag tar30dam ba do raftam ab avordam o aumadam kenaresh tekun nemikhurd lamasab.

Livane abo rikhtam to soratesh.

Ye tekune shadid khurd o boland shud ke bere birun paridam julosh.

beshin!!

Gush nadad ba dast holesh dadam ru sandali neshundamesh.

Ba dastmale labeshu pak kardam geryam gerft.

dastam beshkane.

Elahi ke javon marg sham chetor tonestam akhe.

Nemi2nam chera harf nemizad chera gerye nemikard avalin baram bud ke dast rush boland karde budam.

De harf bezan laenati.

Shima toru khuda harf bezan beya toham bezan qalat kardam toru june sajad bezan.

Dad zadam khatib beya bebarimesh bimarestan.

Kh:chikaresh kar...autaqo negah kard.

Inja che khabare.ki inu shekast.

Eshare be axe amu andakht ke daii khatibam mishud.

Ba dad guft ki inu injuri kard.

Yeho o shima zad zire gerye. Paridam tarafesh aumad to baqalam o miguft sajad manu bebakhsh.

Tanha axi bud ke manu khatib zamune bachegi baqale amu ahmadam andakhte budim. (amu ahmad vaqti man 2sal o khatib 3sal dashtim fut karde bud ke hame migan kumele domukrat shahidesh kardan)

Khatib axo az laye Aogoshtaye shima keshid birunu axo busid.

Neshast arum gerye kardan.

Shimaru burdam tarafe takh khabundamesh raftam tarafe telefun be maman zang zadam guftam shima injasto mikhaim berim bagh.

Bah bah che havai ajibe na.

Khatibu buland kardam goftam arum bash dadashi jun .

Burdamesh pain ta arumesh kunam.

Bade 10 min aumadam bala didam inam hamintor dare gerye mikune.

Khune labesh khushk shude bud labe painisham bad karde bud khun to dahanesh rafte bud ke dandonasham khuni karde bud.bordamesh pain suratesho shustamu avordamesh bala baz.

Pato ru keshidam rush o goftam bekhab ta 30 min dige meyam bidaret mikunam.

Daru pushte saram bastam raftam pishe khatib.

pare shude.

Kh:negam kard o khandid o goft na.

khubeh.

Kh:be khater in zadish.

ham are ham na.

Axaru didi ?

Kh:bazam ba khande guft are dastesh dard nakune.

Halesh khube.?

are felan guftam bekhabe.

Ajab tavalodi a.

Kh:haminam az saresh zeyade aiye.

Negash kardam tanha ka30 bud ke fekramu mikhud.

Kh:mi2nam .

be nazare mitonam.

Kh:age vaqean vasat muhe are.

pas miram ke anjamesh bedam.

Kh:muvafaq beshi.

Daru baz kardam raftam to.

Raftam tarafesh o goftam buru kenar. Khudesho jamu jur kard o goft bayad beram maman ina negaran mishan.

lazem nakarde zang zadam.badesham bayad harfamu beshnavi bad taze inja ru tamiz mikuni bad harjai delet khast mitoni beri.

Sareshu busidam dastashu naz kardam o tamume harfao besh guftam.

Akharesham guftam age tonesti bem khabar bede ke tanha dalilam toai.

Raft tarafe axa.

bikhie auna.

sh:khudet gufti ke.

guftam vali boru Bezaresh khudam jam mikunam khatibam hast.

Sh:az dastam asabie.

bud vali alan na.

Bebinamet.raftam julo labesho negah kardam saramu andakhtam pain .

Sh:sareto boland kun nabinam saret pain bashe miram vali na vase hamishe .alan miram vali vase hamishe mimunam be entezaret.

Bebaramesh.

Ka2ru migoft.

shekastani bud.male khudete har jur dost dari.

Baresh dasht o guft merci ham in va inam be labesh miguft.

Sh:in az aun shirintaru beyad mundani tare.

Raft pain az khatib maezerat khahi kard o raft khunashun.

Kh:inaram minevisi?

are.vase chi?

Kh:narahat mishe.

na khudesh guft beneviseshun ta man bekhunameshun.

Kh:injureyast. Are.

ai guli manguli yadet bekhir ke faqat inet munde.

Kh:fadaye saret.berim.

kuja berim autaqu nadidi mage.

Kh:manzuram aunja bud khub.

to o?

Kh:khub are mage chie.

havije.

Kh:migan kuli khasiyat dare na.

na doruqe velesh.

Bad az jam kardane kharab karie shima raftim birun.

Gharar shud har hafte ham digaru bebinim ta vaqti ke betonim vase akharin hadaf amade shim albate aumidvaram betonam to in didarha kari kunam ke azam delsard she.

Alanam bade chan hafte mikham beram sanandaj parvandamunu beyaram inja ta ba ham shoro konim.az khoda ham mikham ke komakam kone ke betonam kari konam ke mano bikhi she.hamin
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N:Emshab chera enghad huli khabet meyad.

na to chikar dari aslan zang bezan.

N:nemitonam beharfam divone alanam zire pato daram s midam.

beya ru paham beshim ta berim faza.

N:na khaste mishi.

to chikar dari be man beya labasatam dar beyar.

N:khudet saji.

Akharesham na2nestam ki khabam burd.

Fardash azash pur30dam ba chand nafar sex dashti guft to parti ba hosain bade hosainam ba saaeid.

ehem ba ka2meshun bishtar hal mikardi.

N:ba hosain.

chera.

N:nemi2nam.

alan ba yade chi khudeto erza mikuni.

N:ba yade karaye hosain bishtar.

pas man 3 sat daram miharfam ba divar budam are.

N:akhe in ke faghat harfe.

to khudet az avalin shab azam khasti alan migi faghat harfe va ba yade hosain erza mishi vaghean ke.

e e inam hast.ruz be ruz amare aushaghet mire bala.

Bad az chan bar mahgard gereftan dige aunam faramush kardim.

F:saji emshabo meyai pisham.

malosak mage nagofti dost nadaram.

F:daram.meyai hala.

are meyam vali telfoni aunam ine ke khudet shoru va tamumesh mikuni bayad kamel anjamesh bedi.

F:kheli zerangia tanhai nemishe ke.

khub manam kumaket mikunam.

Kolase aun shab az sa 1 ta 3 sub sex tel dashtim.

Daghiq nemi2nam ki bud vali inu yadam hast ke faeze miraft madrese.

Akhlaghesh avaz shude bud zud ghaher mikard.

Azash pur30dam chete goft.

F:mamanam halesh bade bayad amal kune.

In ruza faeze khudesham hale hoseleye hichi ru nadasht goftam p...

Goft.na

goftam bazam chizi bet goftan guft na.

Bade ina yehoai guft bayad beya inja.

Manam qabul kardam.

Akhe qablesh manu khatib qarar gozashte budim berim mashhad marqade agha emam reza ghorbunesh beram.

10ta axe dige vasash ferestadam ta sargarm beshe ta miram pishesh.

F:sajad mamanu burdan bimarestan farda amal dare.

khub be salamati chan ruz digam khube khub mishe fadat sham tanhai nemitar30.

F:na hameye cheragh haru rushan kardam.

ai i tarso.

F:khudeti divone.

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Sedaye mashini ke to koche vaisad manu az khateratam juda kard.

To kocharu negah kardam didam hamsayamun taze Az sare kar meyad nazdikiaye 5 sobh bud.

Ba avalin zang dareshun baz shud zanesh daru vasash baz kardo khudesho andakht to baqale eshghesh ke khastegi az saru kolesh mibarid.

Ye ah keshidam o saru guzashtam ru mutaka.

Sedaye gushi manu az khabe zemestoni bidar kard.

Alo ha.

Shalam lufi?

Sa at chande?

10 15 vase chi?

Akhe khare alan vaqte zangidane .gushiru off kardam be jado abadesham fohesh dadam.

Sa ate 12 ina bud ke bidar shodam.

Mesle hamishe dastamu keshidam ru suratesho goftam salam azizam zuher bekhir.

Dare aotagham baz shud.

Az laye dar 2ta cheshme aslaye khoshgel bem negah mikard.

Besh goftam hoi pedar sokhte beya to daram beband.

Chi dari?

Hoqe baz man taze bidar shudam az kuja vaseye to khuraki beyaram.

Davam nemikuoni?

na jun dadash beya inja busam kun ta berim birun ye alame khuraki vasat begiram.

Ghol bede.!

ghol midam be june baba.

Ye 2nya delam barash tangide bud.

Dadashi?

Janam.

Rushanesh kun man age nabashamu ba mashinaru vasam bezar.

Ba angoshthaye kocholosh eshare be sistem kard.

Hamid reza 4 saleshe va pesare amu davodame.

Karai y ke goft vasash anjam dadamu raftam pain.

Mage to karu zendegi nadari.

Salam amu khubi?

Zeyad namundam akhe hamishe bem gir mide.

Mukhlese agha junam hastim kheli mikhamet pire mard.

ai hope baz alan che vaqte bidar shudane.pire mardam aun babate.

Agha jun pedare babam bud ke hame migan to navehash faghat sajad.

Albate manam ru harfesh harf nemizanam o kheliyam dostesh daram.

Raftam birun vase hamid khuraki ina gereftam aumadam khune ta shab agha jun ina Mundan o sa 10 ina raftan.

Sadegh bem zang zad o goft beya birun.

Mikhastam savare mashin sham ke 1ki az julo aunam az shishe o ina parid birun.

Az sedaye jiqesh shenakhtames Enqad ham digaru busidimu ina ke sedaye sadegh dar aumad.

To mashin az posht gardanesho gerefte budamu mibusidamesh.

khush be hale zanet davood che narme o shirin.

D:dadash jun nemiresam beheshun dige.

chantan khub mage.

D:zeyadan enqad.

Ba dastesh ye dayere baz kard.

Alan to mashine sadeghim manu davood o sadegh.

Maghzam dare mitereke.khakestere sigare davood kuram mikune dudesh ke dige nago.

Davood alan to kermanshah zendegi mikune 2sali az ma buzurgtare kheli dasht mashte o ba marame.

Emshab bad az 4mah taze didamesh.

az pusht bazam baqalesh kardam.dashi jun velam kun.

June dadash emkan nadare tond o sari bego ki aumadi o ki miri.

Emruz aumadam o farda miram.

Kuja mage ma mizarim.

D:miram 4 5 mahe dige meyam ye alame kar bayad tahvil bedam.

kushti maru ba in maskhare bazi hat .

D:vaisa beyam aunja mikushamet ye maskhareai neshunet bedam.

naya beyaii inja maqzet kocholot mitereke.

D:sajad yadete parsal inja chikar kardim ba aun 2ukhtare.

vai davood man alanam vaqti meyam inja 1ruz khudamu nefrin mikunamu azab vejdan migiram.

D:nachai i to in che lebasie pushidi to in sarma.

Sadegh in qandil bast aun bukhari ru on kun.

ba inam misazam bikhish.

Ye ruz aser manu davood az estakher bar migashtim o sare hal o ina.

Ye acipe 5 6 nafare 2ukhtar ke man 2tashu mishnakhtam .

Davood nemi2nam chi be 2ukhtare guft ke aunam harchi fush Az bache gi be yad dasht nesaresh kard.

Bichare va raft.

D:gerdesh kun sajad.

bikhi ashnan.

D:gore pedareshun mage nashnidi chi guft.

man ke ahle in harfa nistam t afari nemitoni ke.

Vaisa daram barash.

Abpasho rushan kardam khudaru shuker ab dasht.

Arum pushte sareshun rah aftadam ke aun 2khtaram bineshun bud chasbundam be pushte pash bichare taa dolesho az dast dado be kenarish khurd o 2tai aftadan zamin.

Manam raftam julosho abpasho zadam tamume suratesh khise ab bud albate alkol ham dasht bekhater inke yakh nazane.

Ye aun suratesho didam zadam to saram.

D:chikar mikuni chie.?

khad to saremun akhe adam qath bud ba in 1ki be 2 mikuni mi2ni in kie.

D:har guhi hast mikhast ver nazane.

Ba 2ta dast zadam to saresh mi2ni bade aun jaryan babam chikaram kard.

D:ho oi mage man mikh am mizani to saram.

Shabe khubi bud bade inke aumadam khune maman ina khab budam raftam suraqe chaiy.

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(Ye chan shabie ke khabhaye bad mibinam dar murede khudamu faeze.

To kuh ruye ye partgah aim ke dastaye ham digaru gereftim o az esheghe o dust dashtan miharfim ke yeho ye mard aumado faezaro ba khodesh burd aun lahze ye bad shadid aumado man be amaghe dare part kard faeze hata akharin negahesham azam gereft.)

Faeze kam ghahve bokhur vasat khub ni .

F:kam mikhuram toham hi gir bede.

az maman che khabar khube.

F:alan miram bimarestan.

.....

F:alo salam hamsari.

shalam chetor .didane maman toru zugh zade karde shanguli.

F:are.saji ye parastari hast hi juk mige o maru vadar be khande mikune.

e e dalghake dige.

F:are kheli ham puro ae.

che sheklie khoshgele khoshtipe.

F:harchi bashe mesle eshghe man ke nemishe.

khub bego .

Ye hadsai zadam ke az khuda khastam qalat bashe.

Foham 1nafari n ardash faeze zang zado goft diruz yaru parestare mikhaste besh tel bede ke inam nagerefte.

F:saji chikar kunam hi sare raham sabz mishe hamash esrar dare ke telo azash begiram.

khub be khalat bego.

Aslam nemikhad beri dige.

F:bashe nemiram.

Fardash s dad ke miram bimarestan o shab aunja mimunam.

Alo faeze?

F:janam .

kuja mikhai beri bego bebinam.

F:miram bimarestam khalamam meyad.

to miri aunja chikar?

Nakune pashimuni ke azash tel nagereftia.

F:man pur30dam aun emshab nist.

age beri dige haq nadari be man bezangi.

F:sajad goftam miram tanham nistam khalam pishame.

har jur rahati man bet goftam.

Aun shab faeze raft be harfaye man tavajo nakard asresh zang zad o dasht gerye mikard .migoft sajad manu bebakhsh be eshghet kheyanat kardam o ina.

Goftam chera goft bazam aun pesare aunja bud donbalam kard mikhast tel bede vali man nagereftam.

Hichi dige naguftam neq zadam ta taheshu khundam.

Nemi2nam sare chi davamun shud ke faeze 2ruz badesh s dad ke sajad bazam mesle hamishe manu bebakhsh.

Goftam harchi bude tamum shude. 1min badesh taghat nayavordam s dadam eshghe mam malusam man chetor mitonam tanhat bezaram akhe.

Guft.dige dir shude sajad tamum shud.bye.

Guftam farda mizangam in tarze harfidanesh o azash mipur3am.

Farda shabesh zang zadam. goft to hazeri ba mani ke daste aun pesare besh khurde bazam bam bashi.

H h h h kheli jalebe na.

Mani ke Be khater faeze goli mangoli o shimaru gozashtam kenar alan aun 1min nagozashte bash dost shude ao bahasham rafte birun.

1ruz zang zad o baham miharfidim ke goft sajad nemikhad beyai inja dige.

Goftam chera chi shude goft man ezdevaj kardam.

Dige hame chio tamum shude mi2nestam .

Hamash gerye hamash feker kardam dar murde inke man vasash chi budam.che rahat che ba adab man ezdevaj kardam.

S ferestadam barash abji aumidvaram khushbakht shi.

F:be man nago abji man abjie to nistam to hanuzam eshghe mani.

Man majbur budam mifahmi.

Chera majbur faeze?

F:azam ax andakhte bud goft age bam dost nashi axeto pakhsh mikunam.

Nemi2nam bf haye faeze chera hamash ax migiran 1ki be khater jesmesh 1ki be khater eshghesh vaghean jalebe.

Sajad aun namzad dare shayad aslan maman babam nazaran beyan.

Bfeshe be man mige ezdevaj kardam.

Khulase gele o shekayate faeze shoru shod ke to gir midi hamash bam dava mikuni vali be nazaram ina hich ku2mesh nabud.

1sal ba ham budan faeze hamash az budanu eshghesh vase man migoft vali alan mikhad ke hesesh kune vaghean in bud sarneveshte eshghe man.

Goli zang mizane to veb camend mizare be esme ravani divone.

Faeze miguft man toru mikham faghat eshghe to .

Sajad age beyan khudam javabe rad midam beheshun be khunamum zang bezam az mamanam bepur3.

Dige eshghi vasam vejod nadasht ke bekhateresh khudamu sabuk kunam yani faiyedai nadasht.

Har ruz faeze in harfaru mizad manam dige buride budam.

Khaste shude budam az in harfha.

2hafte az in mushu gorbe bazi migozasht.faeze ham dige dast az Dorugh guftan var dasht .

Ye ruz besh goftam dige base faeze tamumesh kun .

Raftam to vebam az ghamam guftam az kheyanate eshgham guftam.

Vasam neveshte bud manu bebakhsh.

To vebesh avorde bud sajad eshghe avalo akharam behtarin ruzhaye zendegimu mutealegh ba sajad budan bude.

Chan mah az in neveshtanesh guzashte bud ke raftam to vebesh inu vasam guzashte bud.toru dost daram zeyad toru dost daram ajib pas chetor delet meyad manu tanha bezari.

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Kh:Sajad in axa ru vasash befrest khub ni pishe toae ya aslan parash kun.

emshab be 2ustesh migam.

Be doste faeze s dadam o goftam addres bede ta befrestameshun.

Goft besh migam age goft bashe man add migam be shuma.

Bahso baz kard chera az faeze juda shudi o ina faeze hanuz dustet dare o har ruz to mad axeto negah mikune o gerye mikune. In dostesh taze manu faeze az ham juda shude budim ke zang mizado be man ebraze alaqe mikard miguft axeto didam o ina manam ke mi2nestam khude faezast besh ru nemidadam ya inke ba ye vebe dige be esme sofia miaumado migoft be faeze muhlat bede ya besh bezang aun hanuz dostet dare.

Be dostesh ya khodesh guftam age khudesh pashimune bego zang bezane.

Zang zad guft sajad pisham bemun man dostet daram o ina.

Goftam pas bfet chi goft ta akhare in mah besaber ta tamum kunam.

Az in harfesh fahmidam ke bazam mikhad manu bazi bede mesle arusak besham barash.

Vali dige aun sajad nabud.

Goftam bashe.

Fardash goft.nemikham besabri emruz tamum kardam bash.

Az tarze harfidanesh halam beham mikhurd ka30 ke manu hamishe ba hata salam Goftanesh ehsase aramesh mikardam alan dasht halam bad mishud.

Shabesh zang zad goft dige nemikham ba ka30 basham na to na aun

bem guft to faqat mikhasti kumakam kuni qarar nabud ashegh beshim .be2ne chera ina goftam ok o bye.

...... Yade harfe aunshabe khatib auftadam.

Kh:faeze mizange haleto mipur3e o bem mige vaqti bat miharfam arum misham o ina.

e e tabrik migam aq khatib.

Kh:khafe sho.

chera khafe sham ?ha?

Kh:koja rafti emruz?

khuneye amu budam muhsenu roya o mahsa o shimam bud.

Kh:khub(ba khande)

be jamalet alan to khafe.

Kh:jun?

boru sarab halam khub ni.

Kh:chikaresh kunam faezaru sajad.

man che mi2nam hatman bet alaqe mand shude dige.

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In Boqze laenati bazam galamu gerefte abe dahanamu be sakhti qurt midam ke ba sil ashk hamrah mishe qab inke az kenare labam rad mishe mesle hamishe ba nuke zabunam aunu michesham che qad shure o talkh:

bazam aun ehsas.

(Faeze toro khuda toru june man gerye nakun akhe divone bem bego cheteh khub.

F:hichi haminjuri delam gerefte {sukot}

che dalile maskhareai .fek mikuni man kharam are.bazam be yade...

Nazasht edameye harfamu bezanam ba gerye guft.

F:na sajad na aun dige vasam tamum shude faqat gahi yadam miad cheqader ablah budamu in mudato bepash sukhtam.

Base dige.! mikhai begi faqat man mitonam gerye kunam faqat man yade khateratet miauftam mikhai manam gerye kunam ta be2ni manam mitonam mesle to ashk berizamu khudam shekanje bedam. man nemitonam shahede azab keshidanet basham.

F:midunam dige hesi bem nadari boru saji boro.

Beyad nadaram injuri sare ka30 dad zade basham.

Ah h h h age to intor mikhai bashe by.

Be2ne inke muntazer harfi azash basham tel o qat kardam o az khune zadam birun.chan mini to masiri ke be ye daryache ai khatm mishud bi hadaf harekat mikardam sedaye pakhshu bishtar kardam ahange mazeyar falahi bod be esme duset darm ta be maqsad residam ye gusheai khalvat mashinu park dardam to aline khudamu didam ke be2ne inke mutevaje sham dashtam hamrahe mazeyar ahango zemzeme kardanu bi seda ashk rikhtan.

Ahang ke tamum shud be khudam ye puz khand zadam ke cheqader khushkheyal budam ke fek mikardam in ba hameye 2ukhtara mifarqe vali alan.

Az sedaye mobailam chenan tarsi varam dasht ke az sare jam paridam ke hasele in amale bache gone in bud ke saram be shedat khurd be saqfe mashin vaiy age babam bud 100ta fuhesh baram mikard.

Sahfeye ruye gushiro ye negahi kardam ke natonestam khub neveshtashu bekhunam ba pushte dastam ashkamu pak dardamu baz negah kardam sanjab!!!

ba sedai khaste o narahat.

{Alo bale e e.

F:Alo sajad gush kun qat nakun june man.

Bego kareto halo hosele nadaram.

F:be hamin zudi harfato faramosh kardi.saji in bod doset daram o nemizaram ab to delet tekon bokhure.

Saber kun bebinam chi dari vase khudet balqur mikuni man ta meyam bat beharfam ya az murdan miharfi ya az judai ya ya ya...khastam kardi be khuda emruzam ke dubare yade maeshuqet auftadi baba akhe manam adamam kaseye sabram rabriz shude.

F:manu bebakhsh man leyaqato toru nadaram to bayad ba ye adame salem o ka30 ke mitune toru bedarke eshgh bevarzi na be mane ...

Baz ke shoru kardi to

chikaret kunam akhe faeze bego ta man anjamesh bedam.

F:(gerye)sokot.

De laenati gerye nakun harf bezan khudamu mikusham az dastet ha a a a

f:sajad toru khuda tanham nazar (gerye)

akh qurbonet beram gerye nakun to ke nemi2ni ba gerye kardanet mano azab midi.

F:dige tekraresh nemikunam ah ah tamum

(fek kunam dast ashkashu pak mikard)

elahi fadat sham afarin lavashake khudam to faqat bezaresh be auhdeye khudam bashe.

F:bashe hamsari.

Khub kari nadari?

F:na muvazebe khudet bash.

Bos kon bad.

F:bus bos bos

Bye

f:by

khudamo to aine didamu be khudam cheshmak zadam.ba khudam goftam enqader bet eshgh mivarzam ta Milad o be tofane khateratet bespari.)

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Sedaye azan marhom muazen zade ke az masjede mahalemun boland mishod manu az khateratam dor kard.

Vaqti in marhom azan mige man faqat be murdan o aun 2nya fek mikunam.

Sa@t 4:40 sobhe cheraqe autaqe maman o baba rushan shud o maman mikhad mesle hamishe namazesho bekhuone.

Vai i bazam man bayad toloae khurshido bebinam ta khabam bebare.adate khubie na hame ba negah kardan be maho setareha mikhaban vali man he e.

Dige bayad bekhabam.

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Hes mikardam 1ki tekunam mide.

Maman:Sajad maman pasho dige lenge zuhre pasho ghorbonet pasho.

Ba sedai ke faqat khudam mitonestam beshnavam goftam.

1sanie dige maman.

Maman:pasho 2ostet zang zad goft alan meyad maqaze .

Goshim ko ?

Aumad dare khuone ya zang zad be gushim.

Bede dige ...!

Gushimu bem dad o dar hali ke 2nbale tele 2ustam migashtam ghor qur konan goft.

Maman:bazam dir khabidi?

Akhe pesaram azize maman chera nemikhai vagheyato befahmi ...

Ba sedaye boland guftam:

khahesh mikunam esmesho nayar maman!!!

Maman:bashe bashe dige hichi nemigam khafe besham khube?

Ba narahati negash kardam goftam:

man ki qalat kardam.man chetor be khudam hamchin jesarati ru midam o ino azat bekham akhe dai maman.

In maman o ba her3 o ba boqz goftam.

Maman:boland sho ta takhteto muratab kunam.

Pashudam o raftam juloye aiyne negaham be axesh auftad ke be pahlo ru takhtesh khabide budo bem labkhand mizad.Guftam subeh bekhir malusakam.julo raftam o axesho busidam.

Sedaye maman baes shud negahamu az ax gerefte va be surati ke mehrbani o eshgh be farzandesh labriz va qame khufteye cheshash delamu larzund.

Maman:babat karet dasht boru zang bezan bebin chikaret dare.

Alo o salam o alikom haj aqa khub hastid ensha ala.

Az to autaqam qeyafeye muteajebeo konjkavesho mi2nestam mujasam kunam.

Bazam shitanatam gul kard.

Baba:salam o alikom muteshakeram Amretonu befarmaid dar khedmatam.

Khedmate aqa emam zaman bashid ensha ala.

Haji jan arzam be hozure manvare o ba shokohe shoma qaraz az muzahemat ...

Baba:ai i pedar sukhteye hoqe baz hala karet be jai keshide pedareto sare kar mizari.

Estaqforel la haji jun in tarze suhbate darkhur shuma ba aun hame manzelat nist.

Baba:amut ...

Kodumeshun akhe haji jun?

Baba:age bekhai hamintori bepari to suhbatham shiramu halalet nemikunam.

Manu mamanam dashtim qash mikardim az khande ke khudesham khandash gereft.

Sedam zad.

Bale janam bego.

Baba:bare akharet bashe be man migi hajia .man ke hanuz musharaf nashudam to dari intor haji haji jun migi.

Chashem haj . . .baba jun khube.

Akharesh bem guft amut dare az tehran bar migarde boru mashinesho az taemirgah beyar.

Zang zadam be tamirgah guftan 12 hazere.

Mami mam man calling kushi?

Maman:injam pesaram to ashpazkhune beya ye luqme bokhur ta nahar chizi namunde.

Eshteha nadaram gushi bisime kuo?

Az fateme o shuharesho pesareshun amir ali pur30dam .

Maman:Khudaro shuker khuban amir ham mesle hamishe dasht kharab kari mikard.

Amir ali alan 10 mahas va kheli ham khushmale o ba maze o to del boru.

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F:saji esmeshu chi mizaran?

Vala fati o hosain migan amir ali vali man dust daram parvizi changizi kikavosi az in esmhaye tarsnak.

F:ba khande guft:divone.

Pas chi ke divonam albate aumidvaram karam be beyabunu o kuho ina nakeshe.

F:natar3 hame ka3am nemizaram karet be injaha bekeshe.

Aumidvaram.

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Sajad ?

Negahe mabhutamu be dasthaye khatib Andakhatam.

Ha ha cheye toham mage duzd gerefti?

Khatib:ye ho puqi zad zire khande:baba 1sat daram bat miharfam kujai to.

Saramu andakhtam pain:bikhi .

Dastamu guzashtam ru runesh o guftam khudeto eshghaset bego binam che khabala.

Khatib:mesle hamishe rasti tarafet mizange ahvaleto mipur3e.

kop kardam aslan entezare inu dige nadashtam.

Goftam:e e khub dige chi?

Khatib:dasht manu negah mikard:sajad june man u gufti bem bezange?

na vala man chera?

Khatib:ehem.

saket shudam dige ta khune negh nazadam.

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Hodude chan mahi mishud nana ru shenakhte budam to add liste vebam bud dast neveshtehaye ye delmashgholi.

Kheli az marg o tanhai o ina miharfid.

Bad az etefaghi vasam pish aumad dige be shima zang nazadam.

Az nazare man harchi binemun bud tamum shude.

Inruza bekhater inke sargarm besham miraftam net.bishtar ba veb kar mikardammineveshtam az lezat az shahvat az ba ham budan az auje javani dustam esteqbal mikardan az in mataleb.

Ba chan nafar bishtar jur nabudam.

Aji Zahra.aterina.shima.negar.misam.milad.lila.shida.

Faqat ham be ina misaridam vali vaqti aq mikardam be hameye kasai ke to add listam bud miraftamu khabareshuon mikardam.

Chanbari nana be vebam aumade bud mikhastam bisht azash be2nam nemi2nestam pesare ya 2ukhtar.bad az chanbar of guzashtan fahmidam 2ukhtare bf nadare ahle kujaset chan saleshe az khunevadash az ka30 ke nana auno divane var besh eshgh mivarzid.kam kam rabeteye ma auj gereft nana dige az qam neminevesh shad bud az dust dashtan miharfid az taqir kalamatesh mishud Fahmid bazam gereftare ye hese jadid shude.esfande 87 bud ke bos ferestadan o baqal kardanhaye ma shuro shude bud.

N:kashki inja budi man kheli tanham.

Bahare 88 faeze ye tavalod gereft ke kolan havaye vebesho avazid ye ahange biss dar o beraqsuon.

Ta inke delamu zadam be darya hame chio goftam bar khalafe fekraye man dar murede nana aunam ba man ham dard bud.

19farvardin musadef shud ba shoro rabeteye ma.

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nana ki axeto mifresti?

N:mifrestam akhe axe jadid nadaram.

axe jadid nadaram yani chi ba gushit chantai begir harko2m khub bud aunu befrest.

N:bashe bebinam chi mishe!

janam bebinam chi mishe yani chi aunvaqet?

Na:akhe man ke hanuz bet etminan nadaram.

Bad az in harfesh qat kardam 2ukhtareye puro vase man naz meyad.

Hadsam durust bud bad az chan min zangid.

N:sajad chera qat mikuni bezar harfamo bezanam .

mishnavam.

N:chera asabani mishi?

nasham to bad 3mah bem migi bet etminan nadaram khub age injurie web bede.

N:avalan 2hafte migzare na 3mah badesham man web nemidam.

har jur u rahati khub kari nadari.

N:kuja sajad d d d.???

kar daram mesle u bikar nistam farda bayad beram sanandaj.

N:az dastam narahati?bebakhshid khub.!

na muhem ni nana khanum e shakak.

N:bem haq bede khub.

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Sajad amut zang zade karet dare.

ha ehem bashe alan.

Maman:chie khabarayie?

na a vase chi.

Maman:che buiaim dare khudeto khafe kardi.

maman aun kifamo beyar man beram alan meyad.

Maman:e e meyad ki meyad?

he he sadegh e baba man ki ru daram.

To baz dari ba in pesareye asemun jul Migardi?

ma mukhlesim ki aumadi hoqe baz.

Amu vahid:alan nagofti?

aun poriast to migi in sadeghe khudemune dadashe khudam.

A:sadegh badan (khande)

na ke khudet kheli (lopamu bad kardam shekamamu dadam julo)injuri hasti.

A:taslim.

inam az avareze zan nadashtane.

A:akhe ki zanesho mide be man.

zadam zire khande aslan havasesh pishe mamanam nabud ba dast be maman eshare kardam.

A:beya berim ta baz suti nadadam.

Amo vaisa...kia aunjan?

Bezar be sadegh khabar bedam alaf nashe.

A:hishki khudemunim.

khudemuon yani kia aunvaqet sh...

A:beya berim kam vez viz kun bache.

Bazam khaterat aumad.

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Baazare axamun az bas dagh bue ke nemiresidim bebinameshun.

Shabha mesle 2ta ashegho maeshugh to ruya baghale ham budimu az ham dige lezat miburdim masalan.

N:sajad gir nade man faqat ino yad daram.

nakhiram man injuri dust nadaram.

N:manam guftam haminu yad daram.

bashe pas bikhie emshab.

N:s sa a jad 0kay pas shab bekhir.

shabe uham bekhir khabhaye shokolati bebini.Bahs sare nuae harekat bud ke tavafoq nadashtim.

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Na sajad.

janam amu az aval bego.

A:hichi bepar pain miveharu bezar to khune.

ba lagad zadam be dar ke muhsen daru baz kard.

M:bah bah belakhare az aun pineai ke dure khudet keshide budi aumadi birun bezar kumaket kunam.

jane khudet emruzo be paro paye man napich ke pich pichit mikunam.

Bichare va raft.

Chetone baz shuma bego roya beyad inaru bebare bala.

amo besh bego ke ...

A:ke chi ha.

dad nazan n n.

A:boro to asab nadaram sajad.

Salam o ahval pur30 ba roya o khaharesh tamum nashude bud ke...

Negahe hirat zade auo narahatamu be amu andakhtam ke bikhyale hale man dasht ba kontorol tv var miraft.

Bin 2 Ehsas gharar gerefte budam bine zaminu hava bine shab o ruz.

Dashtam to maghzam 2unbale bahane migashtam ke zud dar beram.

Salam

a:salam khobi?khaste nabashi.

Mamnun kari nakardam ke.

A:ma sha ala bezanam be takhte che naze.

amu aun sevicho bede goshim to mashin ja munde beram beyaramesh.

M:daii bede man beyaramesh.

na lazem be zahmate to nist mibini ke khudam pa daram.

A:dastet dard nakune dai jun beya inehash.

Khobi agha sajad az zahra jun che khabar amir ali chetore delam vasash tangide.

mer30 roya khanum age mi2nestan injaid hata salam miresundan.

Amiram khube.

A:man diruz raftam bebinamesh azash ax gereftam beyaid neshoneton bedam.

Ba in harf roya o khaharesh be 2nbale amo az peleha bala raftan.

Pashudam raftam ashpazkhone chai berizam vase khudam ke aunam aumad.

bezar man mirizam.

Na mamnun.

Az na goftanam mikh shud.

Sandali ru keshidam kenare panchere.

age mi2nestam bodane man toru narahat mikune nemiaumadam.

Muhem nist vasam farghi nadare mesle hamishe.

Poshtam besh bud vali mitonestam cheshasho bebinam ke pure ashk shude.

Sajad man...

Dastamu avordam bala ke yani saket nemikham beshnavam.

Mitonam inja beshinam.

Beshin goftam ke...

Are mi2nam vasat muhem ni.

afarin.

Pashudam panjararo baz kardam muhsenu seda zadam.

to rafti gushimu beyari ya ferestadanet 2nbale nukhod seya.

M:na be june sajad.

june khudet bedesh be man.

Chan min binemun sokot bud ta belakhare sabresh tamum shud.

sajad bezar harf bezanam bezar inai ke to delam sangini mikune ru be zabun beyaram harfai ke hamash baraye toae.

pasho inu avaz kon Eshare be estekane chai kardam.

Yakh kard.

Mesle fanar pashodo to 3 s chai ru gozasht ru pam.

meci.

Ye negah besh kardam o goftam:laghar shudi bache poldar.

ba boqz goft.age beram kolfati o gedai to dast az kenehat bar midari?

nuch rasti az bf hat chekhabara?

Mi2nestam alan dare khud khuri mikune ke chizi bem nage akhe az in ebarat mutenafer bud.

Ye ah keshid o saket shud.

bego dige mage nemikhasti beharfi?

na nazaram avaz shod.hamishe vaqti mikhai az eshgh harf bezani bayad 2ta gushe shenava pida karde bashi.

Khob vase aunaye digat beharf ke bat aunkaro kardan.

bashe sajad bego to nagi ki bem bege toham mage...

Khafe sho esmesho beyari mizanam to dahaneta.

Sedaye hegh heghesh nazasht edamasho begam.

Pashudam 1livam ab barash avordam.

Beya inu koft kon digam gerye nakun be andazeye kafi ab ghore giri darim inja.

Vai shima juon chera dari gerye mikuni.

Sedaye roya bud aumad pishesh amu bem eshare dad ke beya birun.

A:Natonesti 1min be2ne dava bash beharfi sedat ta aunja miaumad.

amu to hichi nemi2ni toru khuda keshesh nade.

A:mi2nesti khaste bala sare khudesh beyare.

ki?

A:shima!

na?

A:are.

kiiy koja?

A:inaru velesh boru arumesh kun.

akhe

a:nadare boro bache.

miram birun besh bego beyad to mashin.

Dashtam ba khudam mifekridam ke chikaresh kunam.

Saramu gozashtam ru farmun.

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N:Sajad chera bash tamom kardi?

bikhi 1ruz vasat migam.

N:madaresho kuja didi?

To kuche didameshun.

N:chikaret dashtan khub?

hichi mipur30d chera kam pida shudi ina.

N:ehem.

chete to ham natar3 sajad faqat 1ki ru Dost dare va ashegheshe aunam malusake khudame.

N:e e cheshmam rushan dige chi.

dige havij baqyash bine manu aune.

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Saramu boland kardam cheshamu ba dastmal pak kardam didam shima kenaram neshaste.

e ki aumadi ke man nafahmidam.

Sh:2mini mishe kari bam dashti?

ki man? Aha are .berim ye charkhi bezanim.

Sh:bashe.

Pakhsho rushan konam narahat nemishi?

Sh:na behtar az sukote in mashine tazasham khabam nemibare.

e enjoriast be qule goli mangoli.

Sh:are june dadash.

Khandidam in tike kalamame.

augay khub hala bego mikham beshnavam.

Sh:sajad velam kun halesho dige nadaram bego chikaram dashti?

khastam harfato beshnavam age nemikhai begi bargardam.

Sh:teshname.

mashino negah dashtam raftam 2ta shir kakaao gereftam.

beya bokhur bebinam ta bad chan bare dige saze mukhalef mizani.

Khandid o goft:akharish bud beya dige berim.

shenidam baz khar gazet gerefte.

Sh:gereft vali sahebe khare nazasht.

be khatere sahebe khare bud ya

sh:ya chi?

ya havij u bego manke aunja nabudam.

Sh:hades bezan. hadesamam dige durust ni bego khudet.

Sh:shayad dorust bud.

soalamu ba soal javab nade.

Sh:saram dad nazan.

bego dai.

Sh:nemikham nemigam.

be darak.kashki mesle

sh:mesle sag haminu mikhasti begi dige.

To nemikhai beshnavi nemikhai befahmi faghat tazahor mikuni ke muhabat mikuni ke negaranami man inu nemikham ta ki mikhai bepash beshini.

ki gufte bepash neshastam ki goh khurde ta halish kunam.

Sh:hishki faghat khudeto adam hesab mikuoni manam adamam mikham kumaket kunam dardet male manam hast ghamet Ghame manam hast bezar manam mesle to in to khudam hal kunam bezar age khurd kunandas man khurd sham.

man ki guftam to adam nisti?lazem nakarde az in lutfa bem kuni.

Sh:enghad az man badet meyad.

aslan in harfa nist.

Sh:gushito javab bede khudesho kusht.

Janam bale.

Amo:kujaid murdim az gushnegi rude kochike rude buzurgaru khurd.

ba maze alan meyaim.

Amo:zoda a a.

Sh:Manu bebar khune .

daram mirim dige.

Sh:khune babam sajad.

nazan baba vase chi nemeyai?

Sh:khabam meyad.

khub aunja mikhabi.

Sh:rahat nistam aunja.

kari nadaram ma mirim harfam nabashe.

Sh:azash khabari nadari.

negahesh kardam chera shima dust dare chi to in tane shekast khurde mibine ke man azash bikhabram.

na bikhabaram khatib miguft zang mizane ahvalamu mipur3e.

Sh:vaghean age intore pas chera...

nemi2nam tamumesh kun.

Sh:aslan nemishe bat harf zad.

ta meyam faramushesh kunam 1chizi ye ka30 ya hata 1kalame aunu beyadam meyare .

Sh:mikhai man besh zang bezanam. ke chi beshe shima zang bezani eshgho dust dashtanu vasam gedai kuni aun age manu mikhast bem kheyanat nemikard.in bud kumaket dastet dard nakune faghat inam munde in ghororamu bezaram zire pam.

Sh:bashe bebakhshid dige nazar nemidam.

Bad az nahar raftam ke bekhabm ru takht deraz keshidam vali engar ke in khabe laenati bam rah nemiaumad nim sati ghalt zadam o invaro aunvar kardam na nashud.

Bezur cheshmamu bastam didam dar autaq baz shud khudamu zadam be khab az buye audkolene pakh shude fahmidam kie.

Dastesho ru angushtaye dastam hes kardam aragh karde bud.dasht arom arum angoshtamu malesh dadan khudeshu kham kard ye Boseai be daste sardam zad.

Arom sedam zad.

Sajad pasho dige shab shud bayad beram.

Pato ro keshid tarafe khudesh: pasho mikhaim berim birun.

Nakun aun mutakaru beyar inja.

Sh:vase chite?

to nemi2ni?

Sh:mi2nam khub man beyam.

Hajo vaj negash kardam ta tonestam hazmesh kunam.

Tondo sarie goft:bebakhshid nasanjide harf zadam khudamam mi2nam khasteam...

Poshtamu zadam be divar jaru vasash baz kardam ba daste chap eshare kardam beyad.

Aumad ruberoye man khabid.takht vase 2nafar tarahi nashude bud aunam vase ma 2ta.

sareto boland kon ta dastamu bezaram zire saret.

Sh:na khaste mishi manam havasam has nemiaoftam.

Cheshmamu bastam rumu be bala gereftam.

Sh:bashe bashe.

Cheshmam pur az ashk shud delam gereft ba in karesh 1donya harf shud boghz galamu gereft.

Sh:vasat sib avordam pust begiram barat. Na bede man in hame mive gereftam faghat 1sib vasamun ferestadan.

Sh:avordan bande khudaha roya khast vasat beyare bala man goftam khudam mibaram toham ke faghat sib mikhuri aunam malas hanuz yadam narafte.

meci nesfesh kun sangine baram.

Boland shud ye bose dige ru bazum zad raft pardaru keshid .che sekhavat mandane ejaze dad ta ghorob ba aun ghermezie divone kunandash be autagh betabe vaghean che shahkare zibai.

Beya inja .

Saresho andakht pain o aomad kenarem o bazam saresho gozasht ru dastam.

Ba khudam goftam akhe divone chete to ta ki mikhai muntazere ka30 bemuni ke ruzi 1nafaru dost dare be har ko2meshun kheyanat mikune hif in fereshteye asemani nist ke dare to eshghe o zub mishe.ashkam sarariz shud.

Muhkam be Khudam chasbundamesh saresho gozasht ru sinam saresho busidam negam kard didam aunam dare arum gerye mikune.

Sh:gerye nakun sajad toru khuda .

Angoshtamu be alamate sokot gozashtam ru binish.

Pato ru keshidam ru har2mun.

Mesle gozashte ba muhash bazi kardam. gushim zang khurd.

Sh:sajad

mi2nam vaisa.

Ha yani bale.

Salam azizam.

maman toai?khubi?

Maman:khudaru shuker muteshakeram golam.

Maman jan mi2ni sat chande?

vase chite?mage to khune sa at nadarim zang zadi be man mipur30 sa chande aii baba.

Maman:roou ru beram ma sha ala ejaze midi harfamu bezanam ya na.

Az subh rafti na zangi na ahvali.

Vaghti to rafti shokoh jan zang zad goft shimam aunjaset .manam tar30dam davaton she vali harche zang zadam javab nadadi. gushim pishe muhsen bud na shuke shudam vali dava nakardim.

Maman:khub che behtar.ki meyai va bego ke sham chi dust dari ta barat bepazam.

Badesham ghat kunam.

ghime dige inke pur30dan nadasht sa 8 aunjam.khuda hafez.

Sh:zahra jun bud?

ehem.

Sh:ehem yani dige harf nazanam na .

afarin.

Sh:chera to kelas ha sherkat nakardi nemi2ni aostad akbari o khanun kosari cheghader haleto mipusan o negarane sajad e divone hastan.

aunam deleshun khushe ha nakune baz balai sare mashineshun aumade ke halamu pus30dan.

Sh:auneshu ni2nam sajad rasti purujoktore chape mashine khurd shude fek kunam diruz to jade sang besh khurd.

40 toman ba lampesh e mikhai?

Sh:khudet nadari.

vaisa negah kunam.

Jibamu negah kardam o goftam na tamom kardam.

Sh:bi maze maghazaru goftam.

Manam goftam 40 t.

Sh:farda avazesh kun khasis jun.

rasti shenidam goni saret mikuni?

Sh:to adam nemishi.

pas raste.khub bet meyad ya na.

Sh:bat ghahram.

auni ke to saret kardi ghedasat dare nemigam khub nist az har lahazi ke negah kuni khube vali vaseye to bekar nemeyad.

Sh:chera?

ba aun arayeshi ke to mikuni o ba aun harekat shan o manzelate aun khanume mahajabaro mikeshi zire sefer.

Digam nemikhad taqir dekorasiun bedi mafhume? Sh:bashe to ham.

Rusho bargardond tarafe dige.

Ru arenj neshastam negash kardam.

manu negah kun.

Sh:nemikham.

Khudamu andakhtam rush ama na betor kamel.

shima cheshato baz kunu manu negah kun.

Boghz karde guft.

Mikham beram buru kenar.

shi i maa chete.

Sh:hichi.

Pishonisho bosidam ba binim binisho navazesh kardam.

Tagheai be dar khurd ke az ham juda shudim.

In khoro3 chi mikhad.

Bale?

Hazerid berim agha sajad.

Are shuma berid mam alam meyaim.

Bashe chashm.

bi bala.

nakune iinam mikhan beyan.

Sh:are khub aibi dare?

na.

Sh:fahmidi ya khudeto zadi aun kuche bumbaste.

hi ye jurai mi2nam.

Sh:az bas tablo an khub.

Aumad ruberum vaisad ye buse kochol guzash ru labamu khudesho andakht to baghalam.

shima arumtar alan ina az sedaye shekaste shudane dandeham meyan inja.

Sh:male khudam delam vasash tangide bud.

Az in harfesh narahat nashudam shayad manam az tazahor kardam khaste shude budam.

Dame gushesh guftam:kelidesho gum nakun.

Sh:merci gulam.

Aun shab manu shima raftim khoneye ma ke maman ba didane har 2tamun khushhal shud.

Sh:berim to autaqet.

na beham rikhtas shutor ba baresh tosh gum mishe.

Sh:eshkali nadard taze inam ke tazegi nadare az ghadim hamintor bude.

gir nade dai.

Sh:man miram aunja toham harf nemizani 0k.

boru vali bar migardi pishe khudam.

Raft bala ke bad az chan lahze guft.

Sh:zahra jan in kelid yadake inja kujast.

Maman:yadak nadare 1kie ke aun daste khudeshe.

Sh:sajad beya inu baz kun dige.

beya pain berim cheragho avaz kunim.

Bad az avaz kardan cheragh didam mikhad pul bede.

bez bezar jibet bache sosol.

Sh:khasis jun mi2nam age nadam shab sektaharu zadi beya.

Dastesho deraz kard.

kam puleto bekesh be tipam ke ba ham jur nistan.

Natar3 ba 40 t arzesht kam nemishe o ghororet lake dar nemishe.

Sh:migiri ya ba lagad bezan khurdesh kunam.

minevisam be hesabe babat.

Vase farda lazemesh dari.

Sh:beya manu beresun ke daram az khastegi bihosh misham.

to rah zire zabuni guft na tarufi na chizi bi zugh.

avalan mamano ke mishnasi bayad pishe aun mikhabidi dovoman man khabam nemiburd.

Be khatib zang zadam beyad juloye dare shima ina.

Sh:nemeyai to.

na megh30 dir vaghte salam beresun.

Sh:shab bekhir.

shab u ham bekhir Bye.

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Khatib:sajad faeze zang zad baz!

khub ...

Kh:az to mipur30d va...

Dige hame 2nya kharab shud ru saram

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