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خاطراتم اینجاست

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N:Emshab chera enghad huli khabet meyad.

na to chikar dari aslan zang bezan.

N:nemitonam beharfam divone alanam zire pato daram s midam.

beya ru paham beshim ta berim faza.

N:na khaste mishi.

to chikar dari be man beya labasatam dar beyar.

N:khudet saji.

Akharesham na2nestam ki khabam burd.

Fardash azash pur30dam ba chand nafar sex dashti guft to parti ba hosain bade hosainam ba saaeid.

ehem ba ka2meshun bishtar hal mikardi.

N:ba hosain.

chera.

N:nemi2nam.

alan ba yade chi khudeto erza mikuni.

N:ba yade karaye hosain bishtar.

pas man 3 sat daram miharfam ba divar budam are.

N:akhe in ke faghat harfe.

to khudet az avalin shab azam khasti alan migi faghat harfe va ba yade hosain erza mishi vaghean ke.

e e inam hast.ruz be ruz amare aushaghet mire bala.

Bad az chan bar mahgard gereftan dige aunam faramush kardim.

F:saji emshabo meyai pisham.

malosak mage nagofti dost nadaram.

F:daram.meyai hala.

are meyam vali telfoni aunam ine ke khudet shoru va tamumesh mikuni bayad kamel anjamesh bedi.

F:kheli zerangia tanhai nemishe ke.

khub manam kumaket mikunam.

Kolase aun shab az sa 1 ta 3 sub sex tel dashtim.

Daghiq nemi2nam ki bud vali inu yadam hast ke faeze miraft madrese.

Akhlaghesh avaz shude bud zud ghaher mikard.

Azash pur30dam chete goft.

F:mamanam halesh bade bayad amal kune.

In ruza faeze khudesham hale hoseleye hichi ru nadasht goftam p...

Goft.na

goftam bazam chizi bet goftan guft na.

Bade ina yehoai guft bayad beya inja.

Manam qabul kardam.

Akhe qablesh manu khatib qarar gozashte budim berim mashhad marqade agha emam reza ghorbunesh beram.

10ta axe dige vasash ferestadam ta sargarm beshe ta miram pishesh.

F:sajad mamanu burdan bimarestan farda amal dare.

khub be salamati chan ruz digam khube khub mishe fadat sham tanhai nemitar30.

F:na hameye cheragh haru rushan kardam.

ai i tarso.

F:khudeti divone.

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Sedaye mashini ke to koche vaisad manu az khateratam juda kard.

To kocharu negah kardam didam hamsayamun taze Az sare kar meyad nazdikiaye 5 sobh bud.

Ba avalin zang dareshun baz shud zanesh daru vasash baz kardo khudesho andakht to baqale eshghesh ke khastegi az saru kolesh mibarid.

Ye ah keshidam o saru guzashtam ru mutaka.

Sedaye gushi manu az khabe zemestoni bidar kard.

Alo ha.

Shalam lufi?

Sa at chande?

10 15 vase chi?

Akhe khare alan vaqte zangidane .gushiru off kardam be jado abadesham fohesh dadam.

Sa ate 12 ina bud ke bidar shodam.

Mesle hamishe dastamu keshidam ru suratesho goftam salam azizam zuher bekhir.

Dare aotagham baz shud.

Az laye dar 2ta cheshme aslaye khoshgel bem negah mikard.

Besh goftam hoi pedar sokhte beya to daram beband.

Chi dari?

Hoqe baz man taze bidar shudam az kuja vaseye to khuraki beyaram.

Davam nemikuoni?

na jun dadash beya inja busam kun ta berim birun ye alame khuraki vasat begiram.

Ghol bede.!

ghol midam be june baba.

Ye 2nya delam barash tangide bud.

Dadashi?

Janam.

Rushanesh kun man age nabashamu ba mashinaru vasam bezar.

Ba angoshthaye kocholosh eshare be sistem kard.

Hamid reza 4 saleshe va pesare amu davodame.

Karai y ke goft vasash anjam dadamu raftam pain.

Mage to karu zendegi nadari.

Salam amu khubi?

Zeyad namundam akhe hamishe bem gir mide.

Mukhlese agha junam hastim kheli mikhamet pire mard.

ai hope baz alan che vaqte bidar shudane.pire mardam aun babate.

Agha jun pedare babam bud ke hame migan to navehash faghat sajad.

Albate manam ru harfesh harf nemizanam o kheliyam dostesh daram.

Raftam birun vase hamid khuraki ina gereftam aumadam khune ta shab agha jun ina Mundan o sa 10 ina raftan.

Sadegh bem zang zad o goft beya birun.

Mikhastam savare mashin sham ke 1ki az julo aunam az shishe o ina parid birun.

Az sedaye jiqesh shenakhtames Enqad ham digaru busidimu ina ke sedaye sadegh dar aumad.

To mashin az posht gardanesho gerefte budamu mibusidamesh.

khush be hale zanet davood che narme o shirin.

D:dadash jun nemiresam beheshun dige.

chantan khub mage.

D:zeyadan enqad.

Ba dastesh ye dayere baz kard.

Alan to mashine sadeghim manu davood o sadegh.

Maghzam dare mitereke.khakestere sigare davood kuram mikune dudesh ke dige nago.

Davood alan to kermanshah zendegi mikune 2sali az ma buzurgtare kheli dasht mashte o ba marame.

Emshab bad az 4mah taze didamesh.

az pusht bazam baqalesh kardam.dashi jun velam kun.

June dadash emkan nadare tond o sari bego ki aumadi o ki miri.

Emruz aumadam o farda miram.

Kuja mage ma mizarim.

D:miram 4 5 mahe dige meyam ye alame kar bayad tahvil bedam.

kushti maru ba in maskhare bazi hat .

D:vaisa beyam aunja mikushamet ye maskhareai neshunet bedam.

naya beyaii inja maqzet kocholot mitereke.

D:sajad yadete parsal inja chikar kardim ba aun 2ukhtare.

vai davood man alanam vaqti meyam inja 1ruz khudamu nefrin mikunamu azab vejdan migiram.

D:nachai i to in che lebasie pushidi to in sarma.

Sadegh in qandil bast aun bukhari ru on kun.

ba inam misazam bikhish.

Ye ruz aser manu davood az estakher bar migashtim o sare hal o ina.

Ye acipe 5 6 nafare 2ukhtar ke man 2tashu mishnakhtam .

Davood nemi2nam chi be 2ukhtare guft ke aunam harchi fush Az bache gi be yad dasht nesaresh kard.

Bichare va raft.

D:gerdesh kun sajad.

bikhi ashnan.

D:gore pedareshun mage nashnidi chi guft.

man ke ahle in harfa nistam t afari nemitoni ke.

Vaisa daram barash.

Abpasho rushan kardam khudaru shuker ab dasht.

Arum pushte sareshun rah aftadam ke aun 2khtaram bineshun bud chasbundam be pushte pash bichare taa dolesho az dast dado be kenarish khurd o 2tai aftadan zamin.

Manam raftam julosho abpasho zadam tamume suratesh khise ab bud albate alkol ham dasht bekhater inke yakh nazane.

Ye aun suratesho didam zadam to saram.

D:chikar mikuni chie.?

khad to saremun akhe adam qath bud ba in 1ki be 2 mikuni mi2ni in kie.

D:har guhi hast mikhast ver nazane.

Ba 2ta dast zadam to saresh mi2ni bade aun jaryan babam chikaram kard.

D:ho oi mage man mikh am mizani to saram.

Shabe khubi bud bade inke aumadam khune maman ina khab budam raftam suraqe chaiy.

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(Ye chan shabie ke khabhaye bad mibinam dar murede khudamu faeze.

To kuh ruye ye partgah aim ke dastaye ham digaru gereftim o az esheghe o dust dashtan miharfim ke yeho ye mard aumado faezaro ba khodesh burd aun lahze ye bad shadid aumado man be amaghe dare part kard faeze hata akharin negahesham azam gereft.)

Faeze kam ghahve bokhur vasat khub ni .

F:kam mikhuram toham hi gir bede.

az maman che khabar khube.

F:alan miram bimarestan.

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F:alo salam hamsari.

shalam chetor .didane maman toru zugh zade karde shanguli.

F:are.saji ye parastari hast hi juk mige o maru vadar be khande mikune.

e e dalghake dige.

F:are kheli ham puro ae.

che sheklie khoshgele khoshtipe.

F:harchi bashe mesle eshghe man ke nemishe.

khub bego .

Ye hadsai zadam ke az khuda khastam qalat bashe.

Foham 1nafari n ardash faeze zang zado goft diruz yaru parestare mikhaste besh tel bede ke inam nagerefte.

F:saji chikar kunam hi sare raham sabz mishe hamash esrar dare ke telo azash begiram.

khub be khalat bego.

Aslam nemikhad beri dige.

F:bashe nemiram.

Fardash s dad ke miram bimarestan o shab aunja mimunam.

Alo faeze?

F:janam .

kuja mikhai beri bego bebinam.

F:miram bimarestam khalamam meyad.

to miri aunja chikar?

Nakune pashimuni ke azash tel nagereftia.

F:man pur30dam aun emshab nist.

age beri dige haq nadari be man bezangi.

F:sajad goftam miram tanham nistam khalam pishame.

har jur rahati man bet goftam.

Aun shab faeze raft be harfaye man tavajo nakard asresh zang zad o dasht gerye mikard .migoft sajad manu bebakhsh be eshghet kheyanat kardam o ina.

Goftam chera goft bazam aun pesare aunja bud donbalam kard mikhast tel bede vali man nagereftam.

Hichi dige naguftam neq zadam ta taheshu khundam.

Nemi2nam sare chi davamun shud ke faeze 2ruz badesh s dad ke sajad bazam mesle hamishe manu bebakhsh.

Goftam harchi bude tamum shude. 1min badesh taghat nayavordam s dadam eshghe mam malusam man chetor mitonam tanhat bezaram akhe.

Guft.dige dir shude sajad tamum shud.bye.

Guftam farda mizangam in tarze harfidanesh o azash mipur3am.

Farda shabesh zang zadam. goft to hazeri ba mani ke daste aun pesare besh khurde bazam bam bashi.

H h h h kheli jalebe na.

Mani ke Be khater faeze goli mangoli o shimaru gozashtam kenar alan aun 1min nagozashte bash dost shude ao bahasham rafte birun.

1ruz zang zad o baham miharfidim ke goft sajad nemikhad beyai inja dige.

Goftam chera chi shude goft man ezdevaj kardam.

Dige hame chio tamum shude mi2nestam .

Hamash gerye hamash feker kardam dar murde inke man vasash chi budam.che rahat che ba adab man ezdevaj kardam.

S ferestadam barash abji aumidvaram khushbakht shi.

F:be man nago abji man abjie to nistam to hanuzam eshghe mani.

Man majbur budam mifahmi.

Chera majbur faeze?

F:azam ax andakhte bud goft age bam dost nashi axeto pakhsh mikunam.

Nemi2nam bf haye faeze chera hamash ax migiran 1ki be khater jesmesh 1ki be khater eshghesh vaghean jalebe.

Sajad aun namzad dare shayad aslan maman babam nazaran beyan.

Bfeshe be man mige ezdevaj kardam.

Khulase gele o shekayate faeze shoru shod ke to gir midi hamash bam dava mikuni vali be nazaram ina hich ku2mesh nabud.

1sal ba ham budan faeze hamash az budanu eshghesh vase man migoft vali alan mikhad ke hesesh kune vaghean in bud sarneveshte eshghe man.

Goli zang mizane to veb camend mizare be esme ravani divone.

Faeze miguft man toru mikham faghat eshghe to .

Sajad age beyan khudam javabe rad midam beheshun be khunamum zang bezam az mamanam bepur3.

Dige eshghi vasam vejod nadasht ke bekhateresh khudamu sabuk kunam yani faiyedai nadasht.

Har ruz faeze in harfaru mizad manam dige buride budam.

Khaste shude budam az in harfha.

2hafte az in mushu gorbe bazi migozasht.faeze ham dige dast az Dorugh guftan var dasht .

Ye ruz besh goftam dige base faeze tamumesh kun .

Raftam to vebam az ghamam guftam az kheyanate eshgham guftam.

Vasam neveshte bud manu bebakhsh.

To vebesh avorde bud sajad eshghe avalo akharam behtarin ruzhaye zendegimu mutealegh ba sajad budan bude.

Chan mah az in neveshtanesh guzashte bud ke raftam to vebesh inu vasam guzashte bud.toru dost daram zeyad toru dost daram ajib pas chetor delet meyad manu tanha bezari.

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Kh:Sajad in axa ru vasash befrest khub ni pishe toae ya aslan parash kun.

emshab be 2ustesh migam.

Be doste faeze s dadam o goftam addres bede ta befrestameshun.

Goft besh migam age goft bashe man add migam be shuma.

Bahso baz kard chera az faeze juda shudi o ina faeze hanuz dustet dare o har ruz to mad axeto negah mikune o gerye mikune. In dostesh taze manu faeze az ham juda shude budim ke zang mizado be man ebraze alaqe mikard miguft axeto didam o ina manam ke mi2nestam khude faezast besh ru nemidadam ya inke ba ye vebe dige be esme sofia miaumado migoft be faeze muhlat bede ya besh bezang aun hanuz dostet dare.

Be dostesh ya khodesh guftam age khudesh pashimune bego zang bezane.

Zang zad guft sajad pisham bemun man dostet daram o ina.

Goftam pas bfet chi goft ta akhare in mah besaber ta tamum kunam.

Az in harfesh fahmidam ke bazam mikhad manu bazi bede mesle arusak besham barash.

Vali dige aun sajad nabud.

Goftam bashe.

Fardash goft.nemikham besabri emruz tamum kardam bash.

Az tarze harfidanesh halam beham mikhurd ka30 ke manu hamishe ba hata salam Goftanesh ehsase aramesh mikardam alan dasht halam bad mishud.

Shabesh zang zad goft dige nemikham ba ka30 basham na to na aun

bem guft to faqat mikhasti kumakam kuni qarar nabud ashegh beshim .be2ne chera ina goftam ok o bye.

...... Yade harfe aunshabe khatib auftadam.

Kh:faeze mizange haleto mipur3e o bem mige vaqti bat miharfam arum misham o ina.

e e tabrik migam aq khatib.

Kh:khafe sho.

chera khafe sham ?ha?

Kh:koja rafti emruz?

khuneye amu budam muhsenu roya o mahsa o shimam bud.

Kh:khub(ba khande)

be jamalet alan to khafe.

Kh:jun?

boru sarab halam khub ni.

Kh:chikaresh kunam faezaru sajad.

man che mi2nam hatman bet alaqe mand shude dige.

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